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Original Writing/ Poetry |
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By Christie |
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email:
angelbeneathe@aol.com |
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A Mother's Love |
Safe and sound we twirl around
Laughing, smiling, feeling free
Caring and completely happy
Mom and daughter play on the swing
Not worrying what the world may bring
Laughing until we make each other cry
A beautiful day has blessed us
A cloudless day surrounds us
Mother and daughter hold hands
As they pack up and walk through the white sands
Climbing into the car Mother looks in the rearview
Staring at her daughters beautiful blues
They exchange a smile and a wink
An head off home so in sync
Mother and daughter together at last
Creating a future and letting go of the past |
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Dear Mother |
I pushed you away
And how far I strayed
You held on from a distance
Watching from afar
Crying for your daughter
Who gave you so many scars
I came back and left again
Trying to fix trying to mend
I could not change I could not conceal
What I was trying not too feel
Betrayed and hurt
No better than dirt
You welcomed me back into your arms
But my heart broke free sounding off alarms
Can I forgive what you've done
Destroying my dreams and stifling my tongue
You were supposed to be my protector
Instead you were my neglector
They say time can heal all things
But life always has it's little strings
It's ups it's down it's curvy ways
How can we forget about these crazy days
Remove the hate
Before it's too late
Get back to where we used to be
And be a happy family
Author's Note: Thanks to Aimee for helping me
complete the ending to this poem...you are the best sister
and I love you!!! |
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Untitled |
Have you ever felt so alone
Have you cut yourself not trying to die
But dying for attention
I have........
I wanted to be noticed in the worst way
So I did crazy things every damn day
I thought my life was never going to change
I looked in the mirror and felt so strange
Who was that girl who looked back at me
Lost and Confused and utterly crazy
Drowning in my pain and consumed by the drugs
Yearning for someone to give me a hug
It took several years but I finally had enough
I was going to stand on my own two feet and try to remain
tough
I wasn't looking for anyone
I was trying to grow up and avoid having fun
He came to me like a night and shining armor
And though I was messed up he made me calmer
Rough roads followed us where ever we went
Tore us apart but I knew he was Heaven sent
Today we're married with an angel as pure as snow
Never swaying I'm telling this so.....
So you'll know life is a mess
And your life will be put to the test
God will never give you more than you can handle
And one day you'll light that eternity candle
Here's my story happy, sad and true
Here's my life poured out maybe it can help you
I didn't give up on life
And I thank God because now I am a Mother and a Wife |
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From Out Of
The Dark |
From out of the dark he grabs my hand
Tighter and stronger then any other man
He holds me close I melt with his touch
He rubs his fingers down my chest
Carefully missing my full breasts
From out of the dark I feel his tongue in my ear
Whispering words so sincere
He pushes against me making me go numb
Then plays with my clit using his thumb
My body jolts with excitement
I feel a new sense of enlightenment
Faster and slower he does not stop
Until he reaches for my top
Out of the dark I see his face
He carefully leans down for us to embrace
The love we share can never be broken
He says how much he loves me without one word spoken.
Out of the dark he lifts me high!
Making me feel so ALIVE! |
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Where Will You
Be? |
When the music stops where will you be?
When the world begins to slow what will you see?
As the grass dies and the rain no longer falls,
When the electric goes out and there is no one to call.
Who will you look to in this time of trial?
When the waters dried out and you can't cross the Nile.
Will you look up and ask why?
Will you look down and just cry?
Will your heart be pained?
Will you accuse or be the one blamed?
What will you do when all else fails?
Will you sit back and remember His rusty nails?
Remember the cross He beared,
Remember he did it cause He cared,
Remember the pain He endured,
Remember He was tortured.
All this He did to cleanse us from sin.
All this He did with His love from within! |
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All I See Is
You |
I have often traveled in others thoughts.
Confused on my own,
Can't seem to find my way home.
Feelings mumbled, reality crumbles.
Is there no hope for me?
Is my world as foggy as I see?
Happiness is all I need to go on living merely.
For a moment the fog begins to lift.
The clouds begin to shift.
The sun breaks through and all I see is you.
Your smile so bright,
And for that moment everything's all right.
No worries trouble me,
My problems have all fleed.
And here, right now is how I want forever to be! |
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Untitled |
Diapers, feedings, tears, and more
Sometimes you want to run out the door
You rock her to sleep in your rocking chair
Don't get excited she wakes up pulling your hair
Sleepless nights come to often
But you see her smile and your face begins to soften
Her blue eyes stare at you
She warms your heart through and through
When you hold her close, you already know
There's no other place you'd rather go
Author's Note: Dedicated to my new baby Sarah Dawn
born 09/19/03 |
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Dearest Aimee |
Why is your head so low
Is it because your not sure which way to go
Your getting stronger
It wont be much longer
The answers you search for are there
I know you must be really scared
But you know you'll never be alone
And in my heart you'll always have a home
Dearest Aimee please don't fret
It's only a matter of time I bet
Before your head is held high
And your done with that guy
He doesn't treat you right
You argue day and night
What's love without trust
Nothing, it's a must
You see it too
Now you know why your so blue
And Dearest Aimee
I am here for youAuthor's Note: * Dedicated to a
Sweet Sister* It's all you BabyGirl |
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Little Girl |
My little girl cried today
She cried in an unusual way
She let me know something was wrong
It didn't take me too long
Unhappy she was, because she was dead
Sad she was, because she was only in my head
I miss that little girl
She was my entire world
Inside she cried
Wondering why she had died
Lost for words and thoughts so bare
Lost in a world that doesn't seem to care
Here I sit in silence staring at myself
Wondering why this little girl hid her feelings on a shelf
I am not crazy, just split
I am too tired now to put up with this shit
Facing reality as I have never known
Realizing I am that little girl without a home
Someday Love will find me and I will breathe again
Someday I will like myself and find a friend |
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Stupid Ass
Rap |
I'm fighting this fever
I can't rhyme good neither
I just can't rap
I don't even know where I'm at
And what's up with that
I'm contemplating
Giving up on these ratings
I have no time to think up a rhyme
I wanna flow like Tine
Aimee's the best
It makes me kind of depressed
Shorty is sweet
I just don't think I can compete
I can't write like Diamond
I think I'll change my name to Simon
This website ROCKS
But the balls about to drop
I just can't stop
The story about Julie
Is so great *truly*
Poems by Aimee
Makes me jealous, can you blame me?
Amy is neat
Her feedback makes me feel complete
Stories by Dru are awesome too
So what am I to do?
Rana is great
So are stories by faith
Sky Jay's poems fly
Damn I got tears in my eye
Ones I've missed
Don't think you've been dissed
Y'all are great too
So what am I too do?? |
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