Feeling This
Author's Note: This is dedicated to Ashley (American Sweetheart) she Challenged me to write a fic using the song *Feeling This* by Blink 182...so here's your fic Ashley! I hope you enjoy it....
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**I gotta regret right now (I’m feelin this)
The air is so cold and null (I’m feelin this)
Let me go in her room (I’m feelin this)
I wanna take off her clothes (I’m feelin this)
Show me the way to bed (I’m feelin this)
Fuck, it is such a blur (I’m feelin this)
I love all the things you do (I’m feelin this)**
Marshall entered her room quietly and spied her sleeping. Her soft locks cascading across the pillow. Her eyes closed in dreams. He could see the outline of her beautiful body softly breathing in sleep and he felt himself harden at the feast that laid before him. He walked to the side of the bed and towered over her. He wanted to touch her. Rip off her clothes and take her. She made him feel things. Things he didn’t want to feel. Things he loved to feel....
**Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine (Place your hand in mine)
I’ll leave when I wanna (I’ll leave when I wanna)**
As Marshall stood staring at his “sleeping Beauty” he was catapulted back to another time. To another place.....
She was walking toward him and his breath caught in his throat. Her beauty was astounding. They were strangers. Simply passing on the street but he wanted more....so much more.....
“Hey” he called out as she passed him without a second glance.
“Yes” she turned around shyly. Her eyes full of sunshine. Alight with happiness. They took his breath away as he moved toward her.
“What’s your name” he asked as he devoured her with his eyes.
“Ashley” she whispered blushing from the intense gaze of his eyes sweeping over her body.
“Ashley” he whispered “beautiful name”
She smiled at him and his heart tripped in his chest.
“What’s your’s?” she asked in a shy tone that made him tingle.
“Marshall” he smiled.
They had talked for hours that balmy night walking hand in hand like two star crossed lovers and a bond had formed. He’d never wanted to leave her....
** Where do we go from here
Turn all the lights down now
Smiling from ear to ear (I’m feelin this)
Our breathing just got too loud (I’m feelin this)
Show me the bedroom floor (I’m feelin this)
Show me the bathroom mirror (I’m feelin this)
We’re takin’ this way too slow (I’m feelin this)
Take me away from here (I’m feelin this)**
Flesh met flesh as their bodies slapped together in a primal dance. Sweat rained down over their bodies and their breathing meshed together as he pushed her too the floor and hovered over. The need to fill her consuming him. Driving him mad. She had made him wait *forever* for this moment and he was beyond patience now. He was out of control with need. With desire. The light from the bathroom spilled out dimly lighting the bedroom and he caught their reflection in the mirror as he thrust into her for the first time. His body tensing at the sight of him entering her. He began to move as she whimpered and moaned in pleasure underneath him. Tightening her feminine walls around his manhood. Hugging him within herself. He thrust into her wildly. Faster. Harder. A man lost in paradise. Trapped in her womanly essence. She began to convulse around him and the last thread of sanity snapped as he poured his seed into her warm agile body...
**Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine (Place your hand in mine)
I’ll leave when I wanna (I’ll leave when I wanna)**
**Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I’ll leave when I wanna **
He felt the tension build as they stood facing each other...two lost souls trapped in a place that neither of them understood...
“GO” Ashley yelled at him “JUST GO”
“I can’t” Marshall yelled back “I won’t”
“I can’t do this anymore” Ashley cried “it’s not working”
“I’m not leaving” he said with force “I will not give up on us.”
** This place was never the same again
After you came and went
How can you say you meant anything different
To anyone standing alone on the street with a cigarette
On the first night we met **
He paced across his living room. Madness filling every pore in his body causing him to tremble and shake with anger. How dare she?? His mind raced... How dare she just pick up and leave? Walk away from all that they shared? Turn her back on their *love*?? He should have known she would do it...just like all the others...why had he thought she would be any different??
** Look to the past and remember a smile
And maybe tonight I can breathe for a while
I’m not in this scene, I think I’m falling asleep
But all that it means is I’ll always be dreaming of you **
She was gone. Lost too him. His heart ached as he thought back to the times they’d shared. He smiled but it was bitter sweet. He needed to rest. To purge her from his mind but he knew that she would be there....In dreams.... she never left......
**Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I’ll leave when I wanna **
**Fate fell short this time (Fate fell short this time)
Your smile fades in the summer (Your smile fades in the summer)
Place your hand in mine (Place your hand in mine)
I’ll leave when I wanna (I’ll leave when I wanna)**
He shook his head and snapped out of his trance as he continued to stare down at her sleeping form. He couldn’t live without her. He wouldn’t live without her....
**Fate fell short this time (Fate fell short this time)
Your smile fades in the summer (So lost and delusional)
Place your hand in mine (Place your hand in mine)
I’ll leave when I wanna (I’ll leave when I wanna)**
He reached down and grasped her soft hand between his rough palms. Why had she hurt him?? Why had she left him?? He was out of his mind. Lost in his delusions as he continued to stroke her hand....
**Fate fell short this time (Are we alone do you feel it)
Your smile fades in the summer (So lost and delusional)
Place your hand in mine (Are we alone do you feel it)
I’ll leave when I wanna (So lost and delusional)**
**Fate fell short this time (Are we alone do you feel it)
Your smile fades in the summer (So lost and delusional)
Place your hand in mine (Are we alone do you feel it)
I’ll leave when I wanna (So lost and delusional)**
She began to stir and his heart sped up. He shouldn’t be here in her house but he couldn’t stay away. Her beautiful eyes fluttered open and she strained to focus in the darkness....
“Marshall” she whispered.
“Ashley” he whispered dropping his head to her chest.
“What are you doing here” she asked her arms coming up to wrap around him.
“I need you” he whispered and began to weep. “I love you”
His words echoed through the dark room bouncing off the walls and ringing in her ears bringing her joy...so much joy.
“I love you too” she whispered brokenly and ran her hands through his hair as his tears of pain turned to tears of joy......The End.
Email Author: AIMEENDREW@aol.com
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