Author's Note: This chapter is dedicated to my baby sister Christie who nagged me relentlessly to finish it! Here you go it's all for you Christie! and the sex in this chapter I did all by my lonesome with no advice or suggestions so I hope it's up to par! Enjoy!!
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Chapter 11
The talk with Hailie had gone so much better than Kamryn had expected. Hailie was such an exceptional little girl. She seemed genuinely happy about her new baby brother or sister that was on the way and equally as excited to learn that she was kind of getting a little brother in Hunter. She had tons of questions about both and Marshall and Kamryn had tried to answer all of them. Kamryn was flying so high right now. Things were looking up. Marshall had been so kind and supportive tonight and it looked like something major was changing between Christie and Proof. She sighed things were definitely looking up but she was just so exhausted tonight. So she decided she’d turn in early. She’d just drifted off to dreamland when Marshall came in.......
Marshall stared down at the sleeping beauty laying so peacefully in *their* bed. Her beautiful golden locks cascaded across the pillow, her soft hands tucked innocently underneath her cheek, her breathing deep but even. His heart constricted almost painfully in his chest at the sight before him. She was dressed in a white cotton chemise that wasn’t meant to seduce him but did. God she was enchanting. He hadn’t admitted it to anyone but his heart had almost stopped beating when he’d thought she could have been hurt earlier. She was beginning to mean too much to him and that could be dangerous but at the moment he didn’t want to think about all the things that could go wrong. He just wanted to Feel. Touch. Taste. He’d been sitting downstairs for the last hour trying to convince himself that this, that she, was a mistake but he couldn’t. He needed her.
He gently laid beside her and ran his hands over her wonderfully feminine body. He stopped at her slightly swollen tummy where their baby grew inside and bent to place a feather light kiss. She sighed and his whole body came to attention. She had such a tremendous power over his mind and his body and it was just a bit scary. He shook it off. He wanted her, he needed her and if she let him he was going to have her, tonight. He gently pushed her on to her back and slowly kissed his way back up dragging the chemise with him. He stopped at her rosy nipples and took one of the hardened buds into his mouth suckling gently. She moaned his name and began to stir. He felt her arms come up and grasp his shoulders. She pulled him up until they were face to face. Her beautiful emerald eyes alive with passion. He bent and rubbed his lips gently across hers and she let out the breath she’d been holding. He captured her lips in a searing kiss that sent her over the edge. Her whole body came alive and she managed to reverse their positions. She ran her tongue down his neck, across his chest and stomach stopping briefly to swirl around his bellybutton while she forcefully removed his boxers. Once they were out of the way she began to stroke his pulsing cock while she continued the assault on his bellybutton. Before he realized what was happening she abruptly dipped her head and took him into the heaven of her mouth. He gasped and instinctively arched up off the bed forcing himself deeper into her mouth. She locked her lips tight around him and began to move her head up and down. She was licking and sucking and he was lost in the intense pleasure of having her warm wet mouth snuggled tightly around his cock. He couldn’t take it. He was on the verge of cumming and he needed to be inside of her. He grabbed her hair and lightly tugged. She released her hold on his cock and he gave a groan of regret as he pulled her up his body and gave her a mind numbing kiss while he flipped her over.
“I want you so bad Kamryn” Marshall panted “I need you.”
He was asking her permission and she answered by pulling him to her for another mind blowing kiss. She spread her legs for him and he removed her panties. He settled himself over her between her thighs being careful not to put his weight on the baby and stared deeply into her eyes as he gently thrust into her warm wet center. He shuttered at the sensation and began to move inside of her with torturously slow thrusts. He couldn’t break eye contact. She was drawing him in and he needed to see her pleasure. She was ravenous. She couldn’t get enough of him. She wanted more. She wanted all. She arched into him to take him deeper and he grunted in ecstasy. The pressure was building he was about to lose himself. He wanted to feel her inner walls caress him as he went over.
“Cum for me baby” Marshall moaned “wanna feel you.”
Her whole body began to tingle at his words. Her passion for him was like a brush fire raging out of control. He gave a couple more thrusts and she cried out as her walls began to convulse milking him. He grunted and began to cum bathing her insides with his essence.
He rolled off her and collapsed pulling her with him into the circle of his arms. She rested her head on his chest and listened to the beautiful sound of his heart beating wildly. It had been so perfect. She was afraid to fuck it up by speaking so she laid there in silence listening to his breathing as it evened out and he settled into sleep.
It was a bit later when Kamryn drifted off to sleep with a smile on her face feeling fully sated and completely alive for the first time in months.
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“Dammit Marshall” Christie yelled from the bottom of the stairs “will you get your ass in gear you slow moving mother fucker!! We’re gonna be late.”
Kamryn giggled giving Christie a humorous look “You keep talking to him like that and he’s gonna get pissed.”
“Ooooh I’m really fucking scared now” Christie said sarcastically “Marshall” she yelled again.
“FUCK” he screamed coming down the stairs “don’t get your fucking panties in a bind, bitch. I was coming.”
She sucker punched him in the gut and sauntered off toward the front door.
He was doubled over and Kamryn burst out laughing. He glared at her with a look of pure evil. “Sorry” she mumbled trying to hide her amusement.
“You two are fucking incredible” He said “she just goes off knocking me around all the fucking time and you sit there laughing. Well I don’t see the humor.” He pouted as he stormed off towards the door and Kamryn couldn’t stop herself she lost the battle and laughed so hard she about pissed her pants.
Once outside they all piled into the SUV and pulled out of the driveway.
“Is Proof meeting us there?” Christie asked with stars practically dancing in her eyes.
“No, we’re picking him up” Marshall said surly “and what’s the fucking deal with you two huh?”
“I DO NOT know what you are talking about” Christie said innocently.
“Oh don’t play that innocent shit with me” he grumbled looking at her in the rearview mirror “you probably haven’t had an innocent moment in your entire life. Now spill it!”
Kamryn started giggling “Shut Up” they said in unison.
“We’re just friends is all” Christie said.
“Bull Shit” Marshall said incredulously “try again.”
“What’s it to you anyway?” Christie asked.
“Beats the fuck outta me” Marshall muttered “you’re always trying to beat the shit outta me or skin my ass alive so why should I care, right? But I do. So tell me what’s going on. NOW.”
“Awwww wook Kammy Marshall’s all concerned about widdle baby sister. How cute Marshy.” Christie taunted.
“Bite me” Marshall glared at her “I’m just trying to look out for ya. God knows why? I should be looking out for him you’ll probably eat him alive.”
She smacked him across the back of the head.
“Ouch” he yelled “What the Fuck?? You asked for that one smartass!”
“Now, now children” Christie said sarcastically “play nice or you won’t get any dessert tonight.”
They both shot her an evil glance.
“Really though Chris” Kamryn said “we’d all have to be blind not to see that something’s up between you two. So tell us.”
“We like each other and decided to give us a try that’s all” Christie stated.
“Great” Marshall said shaking his head “but hey what am I worried about you two are probably fucking perfect for each other.”
That remark earned him another slap across the back of the head.
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They arrived at the doctor’s office only slightly late but the waiting room was packed. Marshall had tried to disguise himself because so far his impending fatherhood hadn’t been leaked to the media but it was only a matter of time.
“Kamryn? Christie?” The nurse called
They got up with Marshall and Proof trailing behind them. Marshall heard a couple young girls whispering about how much he resembled Eminem. So he pulled his cap lower as he walked past them.
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Christie and Proof sat in the cold room waiting for the doctor to come in. Christie was extremely nervous. This was her first baby and she had no idea what to expect. She honestly didn’t care what the sex of her baby was she just prayed that her baby was healthy. Ten finger. Ten toes.
“You ok sexy” Proof asked smiling at her.
“Yeah” she smiled “nervous”
“It’s gonna be aight slim” Proof said “don’t you worry about a thing. Our baby’s gonna be perfect. Just like it’s mama.”
“I think I love you Proof” Christie said with her heart on her sleeve “I know I shouldn’t say that. It’s too soon but I really think I do.”
“I kinda love you too slim” Proof said coming over and placing a soft kiss on her lips “and our baby too.”
Christie smiled. How had she been lucky enough to find a man who would accept her and a baby that wasn’t his. She would have to thank God for looking out.
“Christie” the nurse poked her head in “the doctor will be with you in a moment”
“Thanks” Christie smiled.
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Marshall and Kamryn sat together in the patient room. It was cold and Kamryn was on edge. She knew this was just a routine sonogram and in her heart she knew the baby was fine but she wanted to know for certain.
“Hey” Marshall asked “you look a bit on egde. You aight?”
“I am on edge” she smiled “but I’ll be fine.”
“You sure?” he asked.
“Yep” She answered.
“Ok” He said grinning at her.
“Marshall” Kamryn said and he turned to look at her “Thank you for coming with me today. You don’t know how much it means to have you here with me.”
“Oh baby” he said going to her and grabbing her in a hug “you don’t have to thank me. There’s no place I’d rather be than right here with you and our baby.”
She smiled and he sat back down in the chair next to her table.
Marshall was nervous. This was her first sonogram and she was a little late getting it because of the move to Detroit and everything. He prayed that everything was Ok with the baby. The doctor had told her that she and the baby were fine but a sonogram would tell them if the doctor had been right. They might find out the sex of the baby today too and he was so anxious! He would be happy with whatever God decided they should have but he wanted a son so badly to carry on the Mathers name. They hadn’t discussed who’s last name the baby would carry he just hoped she wasn’t like Kim who had insisted that Hailie have her last name. He'd had it changed as soon as he got full custody. He smiled looking over at Kamryn laying on the doctors table a bundle of nerves. It had been three days since they’d made love, he couldn’t call those moments with her anything else, it certainly wasn’t the casual mind clearing sex he’d intended for it to be.
Marshall’s thoughts were interrupted when the nurse popped her head in “Kamryn the doctor will be with you in just a bit he’s finishing up with your sister now.”
“Ok” Kamryn said nervously
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“Christie” Dr. Francis asked “how’s everything?”
“Good” Christie answered.
“Wonderful” Dr. Francis smiled.
He looked at Proof and said “This is Christie’s first baby as I’m sure you know and I believe she’s a bit nervous so if you’d just come on over and hold her hand to give her some comfort I’ll explain the procedure before we start.”
“Sure” Proof said.
“All right Christie” The doctor began “I’m just going to put a bit of this gel on your belly and then we’re going to use this machine over here to check out your baby.”
“What are you looking for?” Proof asked
“The baby’s weight and measurements” the doctor began explaining “we’ll listen to the heartbeat and check for any abnormalities which I am sure there aren’t any of it’s just routine and if you want we’ll try to determine your baby’s sex.”
“Really?” Christie asked excited.
“Sure” Dr. Francis replied.
He grabbed the gel and spread it over Christie’s belly. They immediately heard the baby’s booming heart beat.
“Strong heartbeat” the doctor smiled fiddiling around withe machine for a bit “baby looks to be a good size and see here?” he said pointing “all fingers and toes are accounted for”
Christie laughed “How can you tell?”
Dr. Francis laughed “I know these sonograms are not really clear to you but trust me you have a perfectly normal baby.”
Proof stared in amazement “Is that pulsing thing there the heart?”
“Yes” the doctor smiled
“Amazing” he muttered in awe.
The doctor smiled “So are you ready to see if this baby will let us see his or her sex?”
“Yes” they said together and laughed.
“Ok” the doctor stated “the baby seems to be in a good position and provided the baby doesn’t turn on us I will probably be able to tell. Let’s see.....”
The doctor moved the wand for the sonogram machine over Christie’s stomach and stopped “Ahhhh there it is he said pointing.”
“Where” Christie asked practically jumping up.
“Relax” the doctor smiled “right there” he said pointing “it appears as if you two are being blessed with a little girl”
“A girl” they asked together.
“Yes a girl” the doctor confirmed “congratulations.”
“Wow a girl” Christie said dreamily as Proof clutched her hand. They were gonna have a baby girl.
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The doctor entered the room and Kamryn immediately sat up.
“Relax, Kamryn” the doctor smiled “how are you feeling today?”
“Great doc” she said laying back down and fidgeting with her hands “the baby and I are doing great.”
“That’s excellent to hear” he said and turned to Marshall extending his hand “I’m Dr. Francis it’s nice to meet you.”
“Marshall” he stated shaking the doctors hand.
“So Marshall” the doctor asked “has Kamryn filled you in one what we are going to be doing today?”
“Kinda” Marshal answered.
“Well we’ll be listening to your baby’s heartbeat and taking some measurements” The doctor explained “we’ll also verify that your baby is completely healthy and that there are no abnormalities and if you two would like we can try and determine the babies sex. That of course is if the baby decides to cooperate.”
“We’d like that” Kamryn said smiling.
“Ok then let’s get started” the doctor said grabbing a bottle of warm gel that was located on the side of the sonogram machine and liberally applying it Kamryn’s stomach.
Marshall had been holding his breath the whole time the doctor was moving that strange contraption all over Kamryns tummy. He finally released it when he heard the doctor speak “Well this is a nice looking baby you two have made ” the doctor said smiling “everything looks completely normal. Measurements are perfect and the heartbeat is very strong.”
“Thank God” Kamryn said reaching for Marshall’s hand. He grabbed it and held on.
“So are we ready to see what this baby has decided it wants to be?” the doctor asked.
“Please?” Marshall begged as Kamryn giggled and squeezed his hand
“Ok let me take a look” the doctor said “Oh nice. Very nice. This baby isn’t trying to hide it’s gender at all. Some babies are shy you know” the said doctor laughing “Well Marshall come over here and take a look at your son.”
Marshall’s heart stopped for a second. His son? A BOY!! They were having a baby boy. His heart swelled with love and pride and just about burst open.
“Oh God Kamryn” he said with tears in his eyes “we are having a boy. You gave me a son.”
Marshall grabbed Kamryn and held on tight. The doctor smiled as he watched them together. This was their moment he thought to himself and he quietly made his exit as Marshall sat crying rocking Kamryn and the baby boy that grew inside of her.Chapter 12
Kamryn was in a frenzy. She was running around the house like a mad woman. Hunter was arriving the next day and David was going to be with him. David had insisted that he see where Hunter would be living and he wanted to see this man that (in his words) Kamryn had been stupid enough to get involved with. Things had to be perfect. David was insisting that he keep Hunter in Florida with him and his new wife and Kamryn just wasn’t having that. So she was scrambling to get shit together so David would have no ammunition to use against her in his argument.
“Kamryn” Christie said frustrated “STOP!! You have done everything you possibly can to make sure things go smoothly! Now CALM DOWN!”
“He’s not keeping Hunter in Florida Chris” Kamryn yelled “do you hear me? He’s not keeping my baby! I won’t have it!!”
“You’re damn right he’s not” Christie said anger starting to spark “I’ll make sure that spineless, dickless, two timing prick motherfucker knows that.”
Kamryn fell back on Hunter’s bed clutching her stomach laughing hysterically “Shit I don’t know why I was even worried” she said through her laughter “all I have to do is stick you on him and he’ll go running back to wifey crying like the little bitch he is.”
“Damn straight” Christie stated.
“What’s so fucking funny in here?” Proof asked from the doorway.
“Oh nothing” Kamryn said innocently “Christie’s just gonna murder some one for me. No big deal.”
“Christie” Proof said exasperated “you promised me no more rough stuff.”
“Oh, rough will not be necessary in this case” Christie assured him “this bitch will be pissing his pants before I even have to get there.”
“Oh, well in that case” Proof said shrugging.
Christie laughed and flung herself at him.
“Hey” Marshall yelled from the hallway “what the fuck is going on in there? Orgy?”
“Yeah” Proof muttered “and you aint invited” he said closing the door in Marshall’s face.
Kamryn practically fell off the bed in another fit of laughter.
Marshall shoved open the door “That shit aint funny dawg” he said pouting. “And you’re a sick motherfucker trying to get it on with Prego 1 and Prefo 2 and in a kids room?"
“Excuse me” Christie said with a raised eyebrow “you know you wanna join you perv”
“Hey Bitch which one of us sits around reading soft core porn on the computer” Marshall said grabbing his dick with a sneer aimed at Christie “and I’m absolutely positive you’ve heard this one numerous times before but...BITE ME!!”
She threw a pillow hitting him in the head.
“Bitch” he muttered “you keep that shit up and.....”
“And what????” Christie asked challenging
“Children” Kamryn screamed “can’t you two play nice with each other?? I already had to withhold dessert two nights this week and my next step is timeout!”
They both flipped her off while Proof stood laughing.
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The trip to the airport was nerve wracking and Kamryn was biting her tongue so hard she was about to draw blood. Her back was ramrod straight and she was so wound up she might snap at any minute.
“Don’t worry baby” Marshall said trying to reassure “it’s gonna be fine.”
“I hope so” Kamryn said through clenched teeth “because I really don’t want to have to explain to Hunter why aunt Christie had to kill his daddy.”
Proof chuckled from the backseat “Man I hope this asshole knows what he’s in for with you two.”
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The wait seemed endless and Kamryn had thought she was going to go mad waiting for her baby to arrive but she could finally see his handsome face walking toward them.
He noticed her a few seconds later and yelled “MOMMY” breaking away from his father and ran flinging himself at her. She caught him in her outstretched arms.
“Oh baby” she said smelling his sweet hair “I missed you so much!”
“Me too Mom” he said holding on tight “I love you so bery much”
“I love you too punkin” she smiled.
“Kamryn” David said interrupting their reunion.
She turned to him and that’s when she noticed his wife standing behind him. “David?” she returned.
“Hunter” David’s wife scolded “get down from there. Have you forgotten your manners?”
“Have you forgotten yours?” Christie muttered
“Excuse me?” miss prim and proper said turning to Christie with her nose in the air “I don’t believe I was speaking to you.”
“Well” Christie said with sarcasm “I believe I was speaking to you.”
She made an obscene noise and turned toward her husband for support.
“Christie” David said with disdain “I see you are still distasteful as ever and completely obnoxious.”
“David” Christie said sneering “I see you are still a humorless prick.”
Marshall burst out laughing and all eyes turned on him. Christie was smiling. Kamryn was trying her hardest not to laugh. Proof stared proudly at his woman and David and his wife stood wide eyed and open mouthed.
“So” Marshall began trying to be diplomatic when all he really wanted to do was punch this spineless bastard in the gut “why don’t we get outta here and go grab a bite somewhere quiet so we can all talk this out.”
“I really don’t think you have any say in this” David said stiffly “and quite frankly I’m not interested in anything that comes out of that foul mouth of yours.”
Marshall balled his fists and took a step toward him when Kamryn intercepted him turning toward David “Look David I’m trying to keep this as friendly as possible but I’m telling you don’t EVER speak to Marshall like that again.”
“You really are a fool” David said with a sneer “you are willing to risk your son for this, this.....”
“Man” Christie finished for him “because that’s what he is David he’s a REAL man. I realize it’s hard for you to relate because that’s something your pussy ass has never been.”
Kamryn tried and failed not to laugh on that one but sobered up quickly “Ok let’s not do this here and let’s not do it in front of Hunter.”
David glared at her. “I believe that uncouth excuse for a woman over there” he said pointing at Christie “started this nastiness.”
“I think not” Kamryn said frustrated “this started when you decided that you were going to keep my son with you but regardless of when, why, whom with or how this all started this isn’t the place to settle it. I’m taking Hunter home and he can play with Hailie while we talk this out.”
“I don’t want that heathen’s child near mine! She’s probably worse than him. With a foul mouthed father and whore of a mother how normal could she be? She’ll probably corrupt him in minutes” David spat while his wife stood behind him obediently bobbing her head.
Marshall saw red. He was going to kill this bastard right here. Nobody talked about his Hailie like that. Marshall and Christie advanced toward David at the same time. Kamryn held up her arm and they both halted “That was completely uncalled for and you called Christie distasteful” Kamryn said in disgust “Now listen and listen good I am taking my son home NOW and you can come along and talk this out or I’ll have Marshall’s attorney contact you. I don’t care which way you wanna play it but I have full custody David, REMEMBER that.”
“That can change” he spat
“I don’t think so David” Kamryn said “why don’t you just come back to the house and we’ll talk this out like adults.”
His face distorted with rage “We’ll talk Kamryn” he barked “but I don’t want Hunter around these people and I’ll go before a judge if I have to.”
“I’m not afraid of your threats David” Kamryn said laughing “you try to take my son from me and I’ll make you regret the day you met me.”
She turned toward Marshall passing Hunter to him and walked toward the exit. They all followed including David and his wife.
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Back at the house Christie was pacing. She would like to kill that slimy mother fucker. How dare he?? When he got here she was gonna murder the gutless son of a bitch.
“Christie” Kamryn yelled “I believe it’s my turn to tell you to STOP! Everything is gonna be fine! I’m not gonna let him take Hunter so stop pacing.”
“I’m just so fucking mad” Christie raged “that ass hole thinks he’s grown some balls talking to you like that and if I were Marshall I would have killed him for that shit he said about Hailie.”
“I know” Kamryn sighed “I wanted to kill him myself for that.”
The doorbell rang and they looked at each other. Kamryn squared her shoulders and headed off to answer the door. Christie began popping her knuckles. If the bastard got out of line she was going to put him in his place and not in a pleasant way and that snooty bitch he married better watch her mouth.
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Kamryn, Marshall, Christie, Proof, David and his wife all sat down in the family room. The tension was so thick you probably couldn’t cut through it with a chainsaw.
“David” Kamryn began “when I left Hunter in Florida with you we had an agreement that it would only be for a month until I got settled here. Well that month is over and it’s time for Hunter to live here and get adjusted.’
“Kamryn I don’t think this is the proper place to raise our son” David said condescendingly.
“Well I don’t really care what you think” Kamryn said feeling angered by his attitude “this is where he is staying and you either accept it or don’t but it won’t change the fact that he is staying here with me.”
“I could take you to court” David barked.
“Go for it” Kamryn said “knock your socks off it still won’t matter. I will fight you tooth and nail and I will win so by all means David do it. Waste your time and money if it will make you happy but you won’t win, that I can promise and David if you do this I will request that you have NO visitation rights. I may not get that but I will make it hell for you. Do you hear me?? You aren’t as squeaky clean as you like everyone to believe and if you fuck with me David I promise I will fight dirty.”
Marshall was so proud of her. She was handling this asshole like a pro. He’d hire every attorney in the fucking United States if need be to help her fry this son of a bitch.
“Let’s go” David said grabbing his wife by the arm and dragging her from the room he stopped at the door and turned to Kamryn “you obviously won’t listen to reason and have apparently been conned by this filth you surround yourself with. I’ve decided that I’m not going to fight you on this, for now but if you try to keep my son from me I will make you pay.”
Kamryn sighed “I never wanted to keep him from you. I didn’t want any of this. You were the one bound and determined to take him from me.”
“For good reason” he said looking towards Marshall and Christie like they were scum. He left practically dragging his snooty bitch of a wife with him. They heard the front door slam a minute later.
Kamryn slumped down in her chair and let out a sigh of relief.
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Kamryn and Marshall laid in bed later that night snuggled together. Hunter was home. He and Hailie had gotten along so well. She had almost cried when she watched them together. Hailie was taking her duty as big sister very seriously. She had insisted that Hunter sleep in her room tonight. So they had set up sleeping bags on the floor for them and just down the hall Marshall’s Hailie and Kamryn’s Hunter were having a mini sleep over. Hunter was happy and her life was almost complete. Her and Marshall hadn’t made love again and God she wanted to. The things she felt when he was inside of her were indescribable but even though they hadn’t again shared intimacy things were better between them. She felt like she had broken through some of those walls he surrounded himself with. She didn’t really know what he felt for her but she knew he felt something. She sighed and buried her head in his neck slowly drifting off to sleep.Chapter 13
Dinner at La Casa De Mathers is always a fun and rather interesting event but tonight was different. Hailie had somehow sensed the impending doom and excused herself from the table dragging Hunter with her up the stairs. Smart girl Kamryn thought to herself as she looked over at Christie who was way past simmering and heading straight into boil. Marshall and Christie always sparred with each other over dinner and well anytime really. Taking jabs here and there but tonight Marshall had been relentless.
“Look you dumbfuck” Christie snapped at Marshall “if you have such a problem with my cooking then eat somewhere else.”
“Well I wouldn’t have such a problem” he snickered at her pushing his meat around on his plate “if it didn’t taste like fucking dog food”
“That’s it” Christie yelled swiping the left over mashed potatoes off her plate and aiming them at Marshall he ducked just in the nick of time and they hit Kamryn square in the chest.
“Oh it’s on” Kamryn said and grabbed a handful of oil and vinegar drenched salad out of the bowl on the counter tossing it in Christie’s direction. She was off a few feet and smacked Proof square in the center of the head. Oil and Vinegar dripped down his face and he had lettuce stuck in his hair. Christie burst out laughing.
“You think that’s funny do you?” Proof asked scooping up a handful of peas and smashing them in Christie’s face.
She sputtered and Peas went everywhere. Marshall had stood up when Kamryn started tossing salad around and was currently bent over laughing next to his chair.
Christie managed to clear the peas out of her eyes and spied Marshall giggling like a little girl. Oh that’s it motherfucker. You will pay she thought to herself. There was a nice big cherry pie sitting smack in the middle of the stove. She quietly made her way over and grabbed the pie off the stove. Kamryn spotted Christie and began to cackle. Marshall had no idea what was about to happen. He looked up to see what the hell had Kamryn laughing and got smacked in the face with cherry pie.
Proof fell out of his chair and landed on the floor with an obnoxious thud holding his stomach laughing hysterically. Marshall glared and him and stormed out of the kitchen.
Christie laughed and yelled after him “You big fucking baby! Start with me again motherfucker and I’ll shove the pie up your ass next time.”
Kamryn doubled over and laughed so hard she about busted the seam in her pants. “Well look at this mess.” she said through her gales of laughter “I ain’t cleaning this shit up. Just because you and Marshall don’t know how to act like civilized adults doesn’t mean I’m gonna go around cleanin up after you.”
“Oh bite me” Christie yelled “which one of us was throwing the salad smart ass.”
Proof frowned at Kamryn and she went into another fit of giggles.
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Kamryn had just finished a nice hot, relaxing shower and was walking down the hall. That was fun she thought to herself. Messy and a bitch to clean up but fun. Marshall she presumed was in his studio pouting again. He always went down there to pout and fiddle with his music. She would have to go down there in a minute and poke at him a bit. She was grinnig as she passed by Hailie's room and stopped to listen. Someone was crying. She quietly pushed open Hailie’s door and her heart expanded. Hailie was sitting in the middle of her bed awkwardly holding Hunter trying to comfort him. He was crying. Why? She panicked and started moving towards the bed. Hailie sensed her presence and looked up at her.
“What’s a matter baby?” she asked sitting next to him.
He let go of Hailie and threw himself at Kamryn “Mommy” he said sobbing.
“Oh baby what’s wrong” she held him tight and began rocking.
“He don’t like me mommy” Hunter cried
“Who don’t like you baby?” she asked conerned.
“Marshall” Hunter said his eyes flooding with tears.
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Hailie took this opportunity to quietly sneak out of the room. She needed to speak to her Daddy. He was probably pissed at Christie again Hailie smiled to herself. Before Kamryn and Christie came to live here she had never seen her father smile so much. She was only a child but she could sense things and she knew in her child’s heart that her daddy was in love with Kamryn but he tried to hide it and even though him and Christie were always fighting with each other it was a fun kind of fighting and she could tell her daddy liked Christie a lot too. She headed down to his studio. She knew that was where he went to lick his wounds.
She entered the studio and spotted her daddy fiddling with some buttons on the sound board “Daddy” she called to him.
“Hey” he said smiling “what brings my gorgeous girl down here tonight? Shouldn’t you be sleeping Miss Jade?”
She smiled at him. He always called her by these cute little names “I need to talk to you about somethin Dad.”
“What’s on you mind Hai?” he asked getting up and walking over to her.
“It’s Hunter Daddy” Hailie said with a frown “he’s sad”
“Why’s he sad Hai Hai?” Marshall asked
“You” she said matter of factly.
“Me?” he asked confused.
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Kamryn’s heart was breaking into a million little pieces as she listened to her baby cry. He thought Marshall didn’t like him and it killed her to see him this torn up. He had only been here three days and he hadn’t fully adjusted to his new life but somehow he had gotten it into his innocent little heart that Marshall didn’t like him and wanted him to be gone. What was she supposed to do?
Marshall stopped outside of Hailie’s room and listened to Hunter’s heartbreaking sobbs as Kamryn tried to soothe him. How had he done this to this sweet innocent little boy? Hailie hadn’t really explained. She’d just said that he needed to have a talk with Hunter so here he was. He quietly pushed open the door and Kamryn’s head snapped up. She looked so lost.
He walked over to the bed and sat down “Hey can us guys have a minute?” he pleadingly looked at Kamryn.
She kissed Hunter on the top of his head and released him. She got up and headed for the door. She looked back at the only two men in her life that she loved and quietly closed the door.
“Hey little man” Marshall reached over to ruffle his hair “come over here” he said patting his lap.
Hunter slowly crawled over and climbed his little body into Marshall’s lap and laid his head against Marshall’s chest. He could smell the sweet scent of Hunter’s shampoo and he could feel the tremors wracking his little body. He wrapped his arms around Hunter and gave him a fierce hug.
“Wanna tell me what’s got you so upset?” Marshall asked.
“You don’t like me.” Hunter said through fresh tears.
“Why would you think that?” Marshall asked confused. Hunter had only been here a few days and true Marshall hadn’t spent enough time with him but where did he get the idea that Marshall didn’t like him?
“Cause I’m not yours” Hunter said miserably “why can’t I be yours? I want you to be my daddy too.”
Marshall’s grip tightened on Hunter and he felt a big chunk of his heart go as he lost it to this precious little boy.
“Oh God Hunter” Marshall said with emotion. A tear sliding unnoticed down Marshall’s cheek landing in Hunters baby soft hair “I didn’t help your mommy make you but that doesn’t mean that you aren’t mine.”
Marshall grabbed Hunters chin “Look at me Hunter” Marshall said softly. Hunter turned his face up and gazed at Marshall through tear stained eyes “you and your mommy are part of my family now Hunter.”
“Really?” Hunter asked through sniffles.
“Yeah” Marshall smiled.
“Marshall” Hunter asked hesitantly.
“Yeah” Marshall replied.
“Can I call you daddy too like Hailie does?” Hunter asked shyly.
His heart was gone. This sweet, innocent little boy had just taken all of it. “Yeah” Marshall said shaky.
“Can I ask you somethin?” Hunter said.
“Sure little man” Marshall replied.
“Do you love my mommy?” Hunter asked seriously.
“Between you and me?” Marshall smiled.
“Yep” Hunter said “Just you and me”
“Yeah Hunter, I do” Marshall said on a sigh “ I love your mommy.”
Hunter pulled back and smiled at Marshall. He climbed up and placed a baby soft kiss on Marshall’s cheek “I love you daddy.”
Marshall smiled “I love you too little man. I love you too.”
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Marshall came busting out of the room carrying Hunter piggy back style. Kamryn jumped up concerned but her heart melted when she saw the smile on her little boys face. She turned to Marshall and he winked at her. If she wasn’t already in love with him that would have done it!!
“It’s bed time for the munchkin” Marshall said running past her into Hunters room. Hunter giggling wildly hanging on tight to Marshall.
Kamryn leaned against the wall and let out a sigh. It was going to be all right. She didn’t know what to call this thing with Marshall. She loved him and she knew in her heart that he didn’t love her but they shared something and that had to be enough. She smiled to herself as she heard the man she loved tucking in her baby.
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Marshall laid across the bed. His hands tucked underneath his head watching the tube. Kamryn had gone into the bathroom ages ago and he wondered if maybe she’d fallen into the toilet or something? He laughed to himself. He hadn’t heard a splash. He was happy. He’d told Hunter that he loved her and he’d meant it. He couldn’t tell her. That damn defense mechanism programmed into his brain wouldn’t allow him to put himself out there like that but he knew in his heart that he loved her. He wanted to touch her again. The need to feel her from the inside was beginning to consume him.
He turned when he heard the bathroom door open and his breath caught in his throat. She was so beautiful. She was dressed in a silver sheer babydoll nightie. It floated around her beautiful body landing just below her ass. She was wearing a matching thong that was completely see through. Her tummy swollen with his baby poked out through the front and he didn’t think he had ever seen anything sexier in his life. She moved toward the end of the bed and once she reached her destination she bent down and took one of his toes into her mouth and sucked gently. He moaned at the sensation. No woman had ever done this too him before. She released his toe and trailed her tongue up his leg to his inner thigh. She began sucking on his inner thigh and rubbing his cock with her hand. He was panting. God she was glorious. He reached for her and buried his hands in her silky hair. Lightly tugging. She laughed and he could feel the vibrations it made on his thigh. His body tremored. She moved her mouth to his cock and started sucking him through the fabric of his boxers. His body was on fire. He was writhing underneath her. She was in complete control. She stopped sucking and began to gently work his boxers over his hips. Once she got them off and tossed them across the room she placed her sweet mouth at the tip of his cock and flicked her tongue gently. She began to lick her way down the rest of his cock until she got to his balls. She slowly took one in her mouth and lightly sucked. Her hand reached up to grab his cock. His breathing became erratic as she sucked on his balls while working his cock with her hand. He tugged harder on her hair and she released him. She traveled her tongue across his stomach and up over his chest. She stopped at his earlobe taking it into her mouth and lightly scraping with her teeth. He suddenly flipped them and she was lying on her back beneath him. He bent down and passionately kissed her. She moaned into his mouth. He trailed his tongue down her neck and across her chest. He squeezed her gorgeous tits as he continued to trail his tongue lower. He reached her inner thigh and began to suck while he pulled her thong down around her ankles. She kicked it off and spread her legs for him. He spread he gorgeous pink lips and bent to lightly flick his tongue across her swollen clit. Her whole body shuddered and she grabbed a fistful of bed sheets as she arched off the bed and into his mouth. He was lapping at her clit and she couldn’t take it a thousand beautiful colors exploded behind her closed eyelids as she came hard. He greedily sucked at her entrance as her juices flowed freely into his mouth. He crawled up her body and clasped her hands raising them above her head as bent down to kiss her. She could taste herself on his tongue and it was extremely erotic. She threw her weight into him and somehow managed to reverse their positions. She straddled him and locked his beautiful blue eyes with her enchanting green ones as she sank down on to his hard cock. He moaned as she began to move riding him seductively slow at first swirling her hips in some exotic dance. She began to lose herself in the intense pleasure and rode him harder. Her whole body was humming as she rode him. She began to feel that earth shattering tingle and picked up the pace. She was certainly a sight to see he thought to himself. She was like a goddess, *his* goddess.
He was on the brink of cumming when he felt her walls begin to tighten around him. He grabbed her hips and slammed them down against his as he arched off the bed and she started to cum “I Love You” she screamed as her orgasm took her over.
His body betrayed him at her words and he filled her with his cum. She stopped moving and sat completely still as his cock jerked inside of her. They were both panting staring intensely into each others eyes. Her words spoken in passion stood between them like a barrier...................Chapter 14
Marshall sat up so quickly he practically knocked Kamryn off the bed. He didn’t say anything he just got up and headed for the bathroom. He shut the door and turned on the water so she wouldn’t get suspicious and sat down on the toilet seat leaning his head forward in his hands. She’d said that she loved him in the heat of passion and he was so close to uttering those 3 simple words back to her when reality sunk in. He couldn’t tell her that he loved her. No way. He wasn’t going to open up like that. She may have meant what she said but then again she may not have and he couldn’t risk it. He sat there for a couple minutes before getting up, shutting off the water and slowly making his way back to bed. He gently laid down and looked over at her. She had put on a nightshirt and was laying in bed with her back to him. He pulled the covers up and turned his back to face hers.
She laid extremely still hoping he’d think that she’d gone to sleep. She hadn’t meant to say “I Love You” it had just slipped out. She’d known in her heart that he didn’t love her but she wasn’t prepared for how his dismissal would break her to pieces. She had known the first time they’d made love here, in his house that eventually her feelings would get the best of her and she’d get hurt. She just never realized that it would hurt quite so much. Silent tears slid down her face soaking her pillow as she closed her eyes and prayed for sleep.
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Marshall had been busy the week following the “I Love You” incident so him and Kamryn hadn’t seen much of each other. He was technically on an extended vacation and other then producing a few tracks here and there he was pretty much free but this week he was busy with G-Units record release party. Tonight was the big night and they were all excited about it.
Kamryn laid alone in *their* bedroom moping when he walked in to get ready. “You comin tonight?” he asked from inside the closet where he was busy rifling through his clothes.
“Nope” she answered not bothering to look up.
He walked out holding a pair of baby blue cargo-style sweats and a matching Shady Ltd. hoodie which he tossed on the bed “why not?” he asked heading for the drawer where he kept is boxers and socks.
“Tired” she sighed as she watched him enter the bathroom.
“It’ll be fun” he said sticking his head out of the bathroom finally meeting her eyes “ya sure you don’t wanna come?”
“Yeah, I’m sure” she muttered.
“Aight” he answered and closed the bathroom door. A minute later she heard the shower running.
Kamryn got up and mosied down the hall to Christie’s room. She shoved the door open and found Christie sitting on the bed contemplating her clothing choices. She looked up at Kamryn and asked “What the hell is a woman who is coming up on six months pregnant supposed to wear to one of these things?”
Kamryn shrugged and sat down on the bed. “I have no idea.”
Christie looked over at her with concern “What’s a matter babygirl? You’ve been moping around the house for a whole week.”
“Just tired Chris” Kamryn answered not looking her in the eye.
“Well that’s bullshit” Christie said “but if you don’t wanna share with your baby sis then I can’t do a damn thing to make it go away.”
Kamryn smiled at her. She loved Christie so much “Don’t worry about me Chris” Kamryn said “just have a good time with your man tonight.”
“Why aren’t you getting ready?” Christie asked looking over at her.
“Not going” Kamryn said laying down across Christies bed.
“Not going?” Christie asked confused “Marshall’s been planning this thing for over a week and you’re not going?”
“Marshall’s a big boy Chris” Kamryn said “he doesn’t need me to hold his hand. Besides I’m tired. I think I’ll just stay here with the kids.”
“He hired a sitter Kam” Christie stated “you gotta go. Come on babygirl. Pretty Please.”
“Nope” Kamryn said “not in the mood and since he hired a sitter I’ll just go to bed early.”
“Well if that’s what you wanna do” Christie said with a frown “then do it but get over here and help my fat ass find something to wear.”
Kamryn laughed “Bitch you aren’t fat. What have you gained like 5 pounds?” She walked over and helped Christie dig through her mountains of clothes.
They left for the party around 8:00 pm and Kamryn wandered around the house for a bit before realizing she wasn’t needed and headed up to *their* room to watch some T.V.
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The music was loud, the place was packed to the brim, it was hot as hell and Marshall was just a bit drunk.
He was standing at the bar ordering another drink when this fine ass chick walked up to him. “Wanna dance?” she asked rubbing herself against his body provocatively.
He grabbed her ass and pulled her close “I wanna do more than dance.” he whispered in her ear.
She giggled and pulled him to the dance floor. “Dance first sweetie” she said in her sexiest voice “we’ll talk about the other after.”
He allowed himself to be pulled out on the dance floor. Once he was out there the alcohol coursing through his body and the beat of the music allowed him to forget all about his shyness, his inhibitions and his problems with Kamryn. He just let himself go. He grabbed the hot chick and jerked her against his body, running his hands all over her going to places his hands shouldn’t be while he grinded his pelvis against hers. She was giggling and reached her hands around him to grab his ass. He bent down and placed a sloppy, drunken kiss on her lips. She shoved her tongue in his mouth and they began making out in the middle of the dance floor.
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Christie sat in the corner with Proof sipping on her non-alcoholic beverage. She frowned at it. She hated this virgin shit. After she had this bambino she was going to go out and get fucked up. She looked over at Proof and had to yell over the deafening music “Where’s Marshall?”
“Fuck if I know.” Proof answered giving her a sexy little wink.
“I’m gonna go find him” Christie yelled “I think he’s a bit drunk.”
“That’s an understatement” Proof yelled back laughing.
Christie smiled and placed a soft kiss on Proof’s lips before getting up to go in search of Marshall “Be back in a few” she said smiling at him.
“Babe” he yelled after her “be careful. These folks is wild round here.”
She winked at him “Nah, they’re all lightweights. I can take ‘em.”
He roared with laughter “That’s my girl.”
She walked over towards the bar and when she didn’t find Marshall over there she leaned back against the bar facing the dance floor and her eyes about popped out of her head. Oh she’d found Marshall all right. Right in the middle of the fucking dance floor with his tongue shoved down some bitches throat. She was gonna kill him. That’s it she fumed. She was gonna cut off his dick and force feed it to the slimy motherfucker for doing this to Kamryn. She pushed off the bar and started towards the dance floor. She was having a bit of trouble. She kept getting knocked all over the place by a bunch of sweaty assholes grinding all over each other. She finally managed to make it to where Marshall had been playing tonsil hockey with some slut but he was gone. She looked around and caught sight of him being dragged off the dance floor by the same slut he’d been pawing. She was about ready to blow. How dare he do this to her sister? She started running in the direction this bitch was dragging Marshall but she was too late. By the time she made it outside all she saw was Marshall getting into a taxi with the bitch and pulling away. She ran back inside. Rage eating at her insides. This was gonna kill Kamryn. How could he? Christie was mad as hell but added to that was confusion. She was sure that Marshall genuinely cared for her sister and was just too much of a pussy to admit it. Why was he doing this? She didn’t have time to analyze this shit right now. She found Proof sitting in the same spot she’d left him. She grabbed his arm and started pulling him up.
“What’s a matter baby?” Proof asked concerned. He could see the rage and what looked to be hurt stamped clearly across her face.
“Come on” she said pulling him toward the door “can’t talk in here.”
Once outside she stopped on the sidewalk and bent over trying to catch her breath. She was so damn angry.
Proof walked over and gently rubbed her back. He was confused “What the fuck happened slim?”
“Marshall” she said trying to steady her breathing. She was working herself up and she needed to calm down for her babies sake “he left. Gotta find him. Then I’m gonna kill him.”
“What’d he do now?” Proof asked with a grin. Marshall and Christie were a riot together the way they always poked at each other. He got such a kick out of Marshall’s pouting every time Christie knocked him around.
“Not funny” she said getting angry all over again “not funny at all. I swear to God Proof he is a dead man when I get my hands on that two timing bastard motherfucker!”
“Whoa” Proof said getting worried. They always poked at each other in fun but there was nothing fun about Christie right now. “What the hell did he do?”
“He was practically fucking some bitch on the dance floor” she said looking up at him through a red haze “he left with her.”
“What?” Proof asked confused “I’m not following you slim.”
“PAY ATTENTION GOD DAMMIT” she snapped “he left with some bitch that he was practically FUCKING on the dance floor. Are you with me NOW?”
“Yeah, yeah” he said looking down at her “but I still don’t get it. Why would he do something so fucking stupid?”
“Don’t know?” Christie said practically spitting fire “but he better pray to God that I don’t find him because I swear Proof he has hurt Kamryn too many times for my taste and I let it slide because I thought he really cared about her shit I thought he loved her, for God sakes he’s been fucking her” she yelled “she told me that they’ve made love a couple times and he has the fucking balls to fuck my sister and then disrespect her like this? I’m gonna kill him.”
Proof grabbed her and held her tight “I’d like to kill him myself” he said fiercely “Kamryn doesn’t deserve this shit from him. She loves him I don’t know how he can’t see that.”
Christie looked up at him “I love you DeShaun” she whispered.
“I love you too baby” he said holding her tighter “let’s get outta here.”
They walked to the car together and got in. As they started to drive away she asked “Where the hell are we supposed to look?”
“Don’t know” he answered feeling defeated “I just don’t know?”
They drove around for what seemed like hours with no luck. “ I guess we better head home” Proof said miserably.
“I can’t face her” Christie said her eyes filling with tears “she loves him so much and this will destroy her.”
Proof pulled the car over and gathered Christie in his arms while she cried for her sister.
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They pulled into the driveway and Proof put the SUV in park. “We don’t have to go in if you don’t wanna.” Proof said looking over at Christie’s tear ravaged face.
“No” Christie said miserably “I have to go in Proof. I have to. I don’t want to but I have to.”
He grabbed her again and held her. He ached for her and for Kamryn. Right now he wanted to hurt Marshall, his best friend, for doing this to such a bright and beautiful woman whose only crime was loving him and it was killing him to watch how it ate at Christie. He sighed. He was powerless here and it irked him. He couldn’t do anything to ease Christie’s pain or the pain that Kamryn was going to feel when Christie had to tell her about this.
They got out of the SUV and walked up the drive. They entered the house quietly. The babysitter was asleep on the couch. Proof went over to wake her while Christie trudged up the stairs towards Kamryn and the pain she would have to inflict on a woman she loved and respected more than life.
She entered Kamryn and Marshall’s room quietly. Kamryn was laying on the bed watching an old rerun of the X-Files and she turned towards Christie when she heard her enter.
Kamryn took in Christie’s tear stained face and jumped up “What happened Chris? Are you Ok?" she asked her voice laced with concern.
“Kam” Christie said tears forming in her eyes again. How could she do this? What was she supposed to say? “I gotta tell you something.”
“What?” Kamryn asked in fear “Is Marshall Ok? Where's Proof”
A big fat tear slid down Christie’s face. Of course she’d think of him first. She loved him. “Kamryn please sit down. I don’t know how to say this...”
“Just say it” Kamryn said “is he hurt? Did something happen to Marshall Christie? Just say it!”
“Oh god babygirl I’m so sorry” Christie said through her tears “I know how much you love him and I wish I didn’t have to do this but I do...”
“JUST SAY IT” Kamryn yelled fear evident in her voice.
“Hegotdrunkatthepartyandleftwithanotherwoman” Christie blurted all in one breath but slowed it down as she said “I’m sorry baby.”
Kamryn’s breathing stopped and it felt like someone had taken a very dull knife and stabbed her through the heart twisting the knife viciously. She dropped down to the bed and sat staring at the floor for several seconds. She looked up at Christie and her resolve crumbled. Tears tracked down her face and her whole body shook with sobs that she couldn’t find the power to voice. She slid off the bed and fell to the floor pulling her legs up to her chest as best she could. The baby growing inside of her wouldn’t allow her to pull them up very far and that was a reminder of his betrayal. She found her voice and let out an ear splitting cry as Christie dropped to her knees and gathered her sister into her arms. Rocking her. She didn’t know what else to do so she just rocked her. They both cried rocking each other for what seemed like eternity.
Proof stood at the bedroom door watching them console each other and it ripped his heart out. There was nothing he could do for them and they needed each other. He quietly closed the bedroom door and made his way downstairs.
He pulled out his cell and dialed Obie. “Wazzup?” Obie answered.
“O” Proof said “get your ass over to Marshalls’ now dawg.”
“Yo” Obie asked with concern “everything aight dawg?”
“Naw” Proof muttered “just get over here.”
“On my way” Obie disconnected.
He dialed 50 “Yo” 50 answered.
“Curtis you still at the party” Proof asked.
“Naw dawg” 50 answered “what’s up DeShaun? You don’t sound so hot.”
“Marshall’s fucked up” Proof said. “Since your still in Detroit get your ass over to Marshall’s nigga.”
“On it” 50 said disconnecting the call.
He sat and waited for Obie and Curtis to show up. He intended to spend all night looking for the motherfucker if that’s what it took.
They both arrived at practically the same time and Proof gave them a quick version of what went down tonight.
“Damn” Obie said in disbelief “what the fuck? He walked around miserable over this chick for months it seems like and fuck Kamryn’s a good woman and she’s havin his baby and all what the fuck is he thinkin?"
“I agree dawg” 50 muttered “usually I’d be happy because Marshall’s out gettin some but I’ve met Kamryn a couple times this week and like ‘er”
“What you want us to do dawg?” Obie asked.
“We’re gonna find ‘em” Proof answered “if it takes all fucking night.”
“Aight” 50 said “let’s bounce but you drivin dawg” he said to Obie.
They piled into Obie’s ride and pulled out in search of Marshall.
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Marshall was way past just a bit drunk at the moment and he was having a hard time figuring out where the hell he was and how the fuck he had gotten here? He was sitting on the edge of the bed in what looked to be a hotel room. What the fuck he thought to himself. He heard a door open and he looked up to see a woman walking toward him wearing nothing but a thong. He shook his head to try to clear his vision but she was still there walking toward. She reached him and crawled up into his lap pushing him down on the hard mattress. She straddled him and bent down to kiss him. When her lips met his a flashback of them dancing at G-units party ran through his mind. He broke the kiss and turned his head trying to push her off him. What the fuck was he doing. She wasn’t getting the message. She reached for his dick and started stroking him through his pants. His body betrayed him as his dick got hard. She giggled and started trying to yank his pants down. He grabbed her hands to stop their assault on his pants and pushed her away from him trying to stand up. She reached for him again grabbing his face and violently shoved her tongue in his mouth. He pried her off him and pushed her gently back on the bed. He turned and started heading for the door.
“Marshy” she sexily cooed “where ya goin baby?”
Her voice disgusted him. What the hell was he thinking. Kamryn. Her beautiful face flashed through his mind and he felt sick to his stomach. She was never going to forgive him for this. She wouldn’t understand that he didn’t want this bitch. He’d been drunk and Kamryn had scared him when she’d told him that she loved him. He felt the bottom drop out of his world as he thought about her at home waiting for him, trusting him. He was sure that Christie and Proof had long since realized that he was missing. Shit, they may have seen him leave? Why didn’t they stop him. He was sure that if Christie had seen him with this bitch she would have stomped him into the ground. How long had he been here? Oh God he thought again Kamryn is never gonna believe that I didn’t fuck this bitch.
He felt her hands slide up around his chest from behind “Marshy baby come back to bed” she cooed “I’ll make you feel real good.”
He disentangled himself from her and turned to face her with a look of disgust “Look bitch” he said “this was a fucking mistake. I was, shit I am drunk and I fucked up but I don’t want you so keep your fucking hands off me.”
She stepped back pouting and it disgusted him even more. He headed for the door without looking back.
Once he was out in the hallway he leaned back against the wall trying to get his bearings. He had no idea where he was. He fumbled around in his pocket for his cell phone. He finally managed to grab a hold of it and flipped it open dialing Proof’s number.
“Marshall” Proof answered recognizing Marshall’s cell number “where the fuck are you?”
“I don’t know dawg” Marshall said sounding defeated “I just don’t know?”
“Come on Marshall” Proof said getting angry “we’ve been out looking for you for over an hour. Now where the fuck are you?”
“A hotel or some shit I guess” Marshall muttered “I honestly have no idea DeShaun”
“Well you better get the fuck outside” Proof yelled “and tell us where the fuck you are.”
“K” Marshall muttered stumbling through the hall and down a flight of stairs. He reached the bottom and spied the sign for the hotel on the side of the road. He picked back up the phone and muttered “Some shit hole called the Pink Flamingo”
“How the fuck did you end up in that part of town” Proof yelled.
“I don’t fucking know god dammit” Marshall yelled back “just come get me DeShaun. Please, I fucked up and I gotta get outta here.”
Proof softened a bit. Marshall had been drunk and Proof should have been watching him better. Girls were all over Marshall constantly and Marshall usually shrugged them off. He hated groupies or easy women in general but with the alcohol added into the mix shit had just gotten fucked up.
“We’re on our way dawg” Proof said “just sit tight.”
They pulled up in front of the Pink Flamingo about 20 minutes later and found Marshall sitting on a parking stump with his head in his hands. Proof, Obie and 50 all got out and helped their friend up and into the car.
As they started driving towards Marshall’s house he spoke up “I didn’t fuck her. I swear to God I didn’t fuck her.”
Proof looked over at his best friend. A man that he respected more than any other man he knew. “What happened Marsh?” Proof asked “why did you leave with that bitch?”
“I don’t know” Marshall said hanging his head “I was drunk and she started coming on to me and I’ve been all confused over shit with Kamryn and I just don’t know?’
Proof put his hand on Marshall’s shoulder “she knows Marsh” Proof said softly “Kamryn knows.”
Marshall’s head snapped up and the look of anguish on his face tore his friend up even more.
“Oh God” Marshall said “Fuck, she doesn’t deserve this shit from me. How am I gonna make her understand that nothing happened? I couldn’t do it dawg” Marshall said to Proof with a look of pure misery. He was pleading with Proof to believe him. Proof did. “She was all over me and I couldn’t do it. All I could think of was Kamryn. I couldn’t do that to Kamryn. God, I love her Deshaun. I love her.”
Obie pulled the car over and parked on the side of the road. 50 looked back at Marshall and said “If you love her dawg then pull yourself together and try to make this right.”
“How?” Marshall asked.
“Why don’t you try telling her the truth” Obie said “tell her you love her Marshall.”
“I can’t” Marshall said emphatically “I won’t! I’ll do what I can to make this right for her but I can’t tell her that I love her. She’ll use it against me the way Kim did and I won’t let that happen again.”
50 sighed “Marshall I just met her and have only been in the same room with her twice I can tell you by the short amount of time I spent with her that she’s nothing like Kim.”
Obie shook his head in agreement.
“You gotta tell her” Proof said “she deserves to know.”
“I can’t” Marshall said “I’ll try and make her understand but I can’t give her the power to destroy me.”
“You’re making a mistake dawg” Obie said “but it’s your mistake to make.”
They drove the rest of the way to Marshall's house in silence.
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Christie gently tucked the covers around Kamryn. They had moved to the bed and laid there holding each other as Kamryn cried herself to sleep. Christie bent down and softly kissed her sister on the forehead before quietly leaving the room. She made her way down the stairs and was just about at the bottom when the front door opened and Marshall came in supported by Curtis and Obie. Proof came in behind them. They let him go and he stood there wobbling in the entryway. Something inside Christie snapped and she jumped over the last two stairs and landed at the bottom with a thud. Marshall looked up and with his equilibrium way off he didn’t have time to duck. She got him in the lip with a powerful right hook. He didn’t feel a thing but he was knocked on his ass and he tasted the metallic of his own blood as his lip split open. She jumped on him straddling him as she started throwing wild punches. He didn’t even try to block. He deserved this. So he took it like a man.
Proof and Curtis tried dragging Christie off of Marshall but she was completely out of it. She was so deep in her rage that they couldn’t get a hold of her. She struck out with another wild punch and got Curtis in the eye.
He backed up “Damn” he yelled holding his eye “this bitch is tough”
Obie bust out laughing and came over to try and assist Proof as Curtis held his eye muttering curses. Obie was the next one to go down. He actually managed to get a hold of her feet but she jerked them back and kicked him in the stomach.
He doubled over coughing “All yours” he said to Proof through his coughs.
Christie had a hold of Marshall’s neck and was slamming his head into the marble floor.
“CHRISTIE” Proof yelled “let him go baby! Just let him go”
She snapped out of her rage and looked down at Marshall’s bloody face and scurried back away from him. She was crouched down a few feet away from Marshall and Proof went over to her kneeling down in front of her as Obie and Curtis pulled Marshall to his feet.
Marshall looked like he’d taken one hell of a beating but he still managed to stumble over to Christie. He dropped down in front of her where Proof was kneeling and muttered “I’m sorry.”
Her snapped up and she looked at him with tears in her eyes “Why?’ she asked trying not to cry.
“Oh God Chris I’m sorry” he said tears running down his face. He winced at the pain. His left eye was beginning to swell from where she’d jabbed him during her wild swinging frenzy. “I never wanted to hurt her. I swear to you I never wanted to hurt her.”
“You didn’t hurt her Marshall” she said through tears “you killed her. Her spirit, her body, just HER.”
He started sobbing and everyone in the entryway froze. They had never seen Marshall like this. He was always so strong. Curtis went over to try and help his friend up but Marshall shook his head. He looked at Christie “I know I can’t make you believe anything I’m gonna tell you but I didn’t sleep with her Chris. I promise I didn’t. I don’t know why I went with her. She came on to me and I was drunk and mixed up over these feelings for Kamryn so I did some stupid things. I kissed her and I left with her. She took me to some scummy motel but I didn’t sleep with her Chris. I know none of this excuses the way I hurt Kamryn but I have to try and make you understand”
Christie looked at him and saw a used and broken man afraid of his feelings for a woman he felt in his heart was going to use him again like the one before her and discard him when she was through.
She grabbed his face and looked into his eyes. “I know we fight a lot and it’s mostly in fun but I have grown to respect you because even though you are too much of a pussy to admit it to her I know you love my sister. I had doubts tonight when I saw you leaving with that slut but I can look at you now and see you are hurting as much as she is. I understand you’ve been hurt Marshall but why can’t you see that she won’t hurt you, why?”
Tears were streaming down his face “I can’t take the chance Chris” he said “I won’t hurt her again. I promise you that but I can’t take the chance.”
She grabbed him and pulled him into her arms. He fell into her and she sat on the cold marble floor in the entryway cradling him in her arms like a baby while his friends looked on. Each of them hurting for Marshall. Knowing what he’d been through in his life and realizing that if he didn’t accept the fact that Kamryn loved him, that she was different and wouldn’t hurt him he would lose her forever..................Chapter 15
Marshall entered *their* room quietly. Christie had told him that Kamryn was sleeping and he knew they needed to talk but he just wanted to look at her for a minute. He made his way over to *their* bed and looked down at her and it felt like his heart was being torn open and bled out. She was so beautiful but he’d hurt her. He could see the signs all over her face. She was so pale, her eyes were puffy from crying and he could see tears that hadn’t yet dried clinging to her cheeks. He dropped to his knees and laid his head on the bed next to her. He was emotionally spent and he wanted nothing better then to crawl into bed next to her, gather her in his arms and just sleep but he couldn’t. He owed her so much more than that.
He took a deep breath and placed his hand on her soft pale cheek “Kamryn” he whispered.
Her eyes popped open and she stared at him through green eyes that were usually so vivid and bright but now were dull and cloudy. “Marshall” she whispered as tears fell from her beautiful eyes.
He dropped his forehead to hers and whispered “I’m sorry”
She ached. Everywhere. In places she didn’t know she could ache. “Why? I don’t understand” she whispered. Defeated. Lost. Used.
“I have no excuse that will make this easier for you or make you or forgive me” he whispered trying to hold her eyes. Maybe she could see what he felt for her in them because he couldn’t tell her. Not what she deserved to hear.
“I trusted you” she said through her tears “I knew you didn’t love me but I trusted you anyway. I gave myself to you knowing you didn’t love me and you took it, you took it all. Wasn’t it enough for you?”
“It was everything” he answered honestly.
“Then why?” she asked as tears continued to silently fall. She couldn’t seem to stop them “Why?”
“I could say a million things Kamryn” Marshall said softly “I was drunk, she came on to me but the truth is you scared me.”
“I don’t understand” Kamryn asked confused.
“You told me you love me.” he whispered “and it scared me, it meant too much.”
“Yes I did Marshall, I do” Kamryn whispered trying to read the emotions playing across his face “but I don’t understand why that made you sleep with another woman.”
“I didn’t sleep with her” he said looking into her eyes begging her to believe him “I don’t know Kamryn I was drunk and she came on to me and maybe I thought that if I slept with her it would erase this fear but I couldn’t Kamryn don’t you see, I couldn’t. I didn’t want her. I don’t want anyone, just you.”
“You didn’t sleep with her” Kamryn asked her voice laced with hope.
“No, I didn’t.” he whispered “and I can’t tell you I love you Kamryn. I’m sorry. I wish I could. All I can promise is that YOU are the only one I want. I don’t know if that’s enough but it’s all I have to give.”
“I guess it has to be” she said softly “because I love you Marshall.”
A tear slid down his cheek and Marshall Bruce Mathers III wished to God that he had met her first. Before his life had gotten all fucked up and he’d lost that ability to trust. Things could be so different now, but the sad reality was that he didn’t meet her first and even though he wanted to believe her, God he needed to believe her. He knew that in the back of his mind there would always be that doubt that one day she would hurt him the way Kim had done and he couldn’t go through that, not again. He didn’t think that he would survive it the second time around.
“Can I hold you” he asked softly “I just wanna hold you.”
Maybe she was stupid. Maybe she was naive. Maybe she was crazy. She knew that Christie would kick her ass for forgiving him so easily but she believed him when he said he didn’t sleep with that other woman. She didn’t know why? It was dumb to open your heart and give your complete trust to a man who told you that he can’t love you but the simple fact was she loved him and she couldn’t stop it. She couldn’t make it go away and she wanted nothing more than to be in his arms right now.
“Yes” she whispered opening her arms to him “please hold me.”
She scooted over for him and he climbed up on the bed wincing at the pain. Christie was one mean bitch he thought to himself with a smile. She had torn his ass up. Shit, if Proof hadn’t gotten through to her when he did she probably would have killed him and crippled Obie and Curtis in the process. He fell into Kamryn’s arms and held on tight.
He was a mess she thought to herself. One of his eyes was swollen shut, his lip was busted open, he had numerous scratches across his face and he’d probably find a few more bruises tomorrow. God she loved Christie. It had to be her Kamryn smiled. Marshall looked up at her and she gently placed her lips over his swollen eye kissing softly, she traced her finger down his face to his mouth and placed a feather light kiss over his busted lip. She repeated the action for all his boo boo’s.
He sighed and squeezed her tighter. They fell asleep a bit later wrapped in each others arms.
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They woke the next morning a mass of tangled limbs. She had a banging headache from her crying jag and he looked like he had been through war. She smiled at him and traced her fingers over his ruggedly handsome face. He opened his baby blue eyes and she sighed. She loved his eyes.
He smiled at her and whispered “I want you.”
She laughed “I don’t think that’s wise. You’re a mess Marshall.”
“I don’t care” he said seriously “I want to make love to you Kamryn.”
She reached for him and pulled him to her “I want you to make love to me too Marshall.”
He bent down and kissed her softly. It hurt. His lip was on fire but he didn’t care. His need for her was too strong. She was an amazing woman. She had forgiven him when he didn’t think he would have been able forgive himself. She ran her hands up his back underneath the hoodie he still had on from the night before and he shivered. She pulled it up and was trying to tug it over his head but was having a bit of trouble. He helped her pull it off and tossed it across the room. He reached for her shirt and had it off within seconds. They laid on their sides facing each other. Their chests touching. He looked down at her beautiful breasts and brought his hands up to lightly caress. Her nipples hardened at his touch. He bent his head and lightly flicked his tongue over one hardened nipple before moving on to the other. She moaned and ran her hands over his hips settling on his ass and squeezed pulling his pelvis into hers. She felt his arousal pressed against her and it made her whole body tingle she felt herself getting wet. He began to gently thrust his hardness against her and it drove her wild. She moaned at the sensation. He pushed her onto her back and ran his hands over her swollen tummy and down to the edge of her panties. He shoved his hand inside her panties and played with her soft springy curls before moving down and gently pinching her clit. She was panting. He was driving her wild. He continued his journey and slipped his fingers down between her wet folds. When he reached her sopping entrance he gently shoved one finger inside of her and she arched of the bed. He captured her lips while he slipped in another finger and began working her while his thumb rubbed over her swollen clit. Her body began to tense and she moaned into his mouth while her body shuddered from the force of her orgasm. He withdrew his fingers from her hot, sopping pussy and ran his sticky, wet fingers up her body and put them in his mouth sucking her juices from his fingers. She moaned at the sight of him tasting her cum. She grabbed him and pulled his mouth to hers licking his lips. She sucked his lip into her mouth being careful to stay away from the split area because she didn’t want to hurt him. He moaned and grabbed her breasts pinching her nipples. She released his lips and he reached down and began shoving her panties off. He wanted to be in her. He needed to feel her heat. She laid naked on the bed while he got up and removed the pants and boxers he had slept in. She looked up at him standing on the side of the bed completely naked. God he was glorious. His well defined arms covered in tattoos that instead of turning her off made her salivate, his hard chest and abs, his jutting cock that brought her so much pleasure, his muscular legs and let her not forget his cute feet with those sexy toes. He was just perfect and she wanted him so bad right now that she felt her pussy throbbing for him to fill her. She sat up and grabbed his hips pulling him on to the bed.
He gently pushed her on her back. She spread her legs for him and he crawled between them leaning over her a little nervously .“I don’t want to hurt you or the baby” he whispered.
“You won’t Marsh. God, you won’t” she panted “Please. Inside me. Now.”
He smiled at her and gently thrust into her. He stilled as waves of heat ran through his body. He was motionless buried inside her as he absorbed the sensations coursing through his body. She sat up as much as she could and slipped her hands around him cupping his ass and pulling him deeper into her body. He growled and began to thrust into her again. She laid back against the bed moaning as the friction caused by his thrusts sent shockwaves through her body. She grabbed her breasts and began pinching her own nipples while he slipped in and out of her. His whole body tensed and he went over the edge at the erotic sight of her pinching her beautifully erect nipples. His cock jerked as he spewed his cum. The feeling of his warm cum filling her sent her body flying and her hips bucked up as she let out a scream of pure pleasure and tightened all around him.
He fell forward leaning his hands on the bed on either side of her and dropped his forehead to hers. He looked into her eyes and so badly wanted to tell her he loved her but instead he said “God, you are so beautiful Kamryn.”
"You’re not so bad yourself” she whispered with a sexy smile.
He bent down and rubbed his lips against hers softly before rolling over onto his back and pulling her into his arms.
“We should get up” Kamryn said “the kids are probably awake.”
“In a minute” he said holding her in his arms.
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Christie sat across the table from Proof. Swirling her spoon through her cereal. She really wasn’t hungry but she knew she needed to eat for the baby. Her mind was on overload. She had shared an intense moment with Marshall last night and she’d slept poorly. He was so lost and it broke her heart. She was between a rock and a hard place here because she loved her sister with all her heart but less than 24 hours ago she had held Marshall sobbing in the entryway and it had messed with her mind. She had a better understanding of the shit he’d been through now and how vulnerable he really was. That didn’t mean she was going to stop fucking with him she mischievously thought. She got such intense pleasure out of besting him but they had shared some serious shit last night and she felt this weird bond had formed between them.
“You ok baby?" Proof asked shoving a spoonful of cereal into his mouth “you’re not eating.”
“Yep” she answered smiling at him “just a bit tired.”
“Have you seen Marsh or Kamryn yet?” Proof asked.
“Nope” she answered spooning up a big bite of cereal.
“Wonder if they’re ok?” he questioned.
“Well I heard the bed squeaking when I walked by a bit ago” she smiled “but then again that could just be Marshall squeaking like a bitch again.”
Proof laughed and spit cereal across the table.
“Hey” Christie yelled as pieces of cereal came flying at her.
“Sorry” he muttered trying to look contrite.
“Yeah, well I’ll let it slide.” Christie said with a wink “this time.”
Proof finished up his cereal, got up, walked around the table and placed a soft kiss on Christie’s milky lips. She smiled at him.
“Aight slim I gotta go” He said softly rubbing her cheek “I’ll catch your sexy ass later.”
“If I let ya” she winked.
“Oh you’ll let me” he laughed turning to go.
Christie was still sitting at the table when Marshall tried to sneak into the kitchen. He stopped short at the sight of her sitting at the table and turned as quietly as he could and tried to sneak back up the stairs.
Christie looked up and caught sight of him sneaking up the stairs “Where do you think you’re going” she asked. He turned to face her and she busted out laughing “So Mathers” she said sarcastically “you out playing chicken with a train or something last night?”
“Fuck you” he said flipping her off.
“Awwww what’s a matter Marshy??” she said in that condescending baby voice that always pissed him off “ Feewin a widdle grumpy wumpy because you got your ass kicked by a widdle pregnant girl?”
“Did I say fuck you already” he asked. “cause if not, FUCK YOU!”
She laughed “Oh my widdle Marshy’s embarwassed” she cooed.
He had a flashback of her flying off the stairs and attacking him in front of Curtis and Obie and he frowned at her. She couldn’t help it she tried to stop herself but he was pouting again. She broke into a fit of the giggles.
Kamryn came down the stairs and stopped to look at Marshall’s pouting frown and Christie giggling like a loon “Oh for God sakes” she said with a grin “I told you it’s time out for you two if you don’t play nice.”
They both flipped her off.
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Kamryn quietly walked into Christie’s room later that afternoon and caught Christie playing on the computer again. She snuck up behind her to see what she was up to and shook her head.
“Christie...” Kamryn said.
Christie jumped about a mile off the chair and turned to glare at Kamryn “What the fuck? Are you trying to send me into early labor?”
“Proof ain’t treating you right?” Kamryn asked with a raised eyebrow.
“Huh? Yeah, why?” Christie asked.
“Well apparently he ain’t too hot in the sack” Kamryn laughed glancing at the computer screen.
Christie was logged on to ShadyFiction again “Oh eat me” Christie said flipping Kamryn off.
“You better not let Marshall catch you reading that shit again” Kamryn said laughing “he’ll rag you for days about how you secretly want him.”
“In his dreams” Christie said turning back to the screen.
Kamryn started pushing Christie off the chair “Scootch over” she said “let me see. Did Jenn update Survival yet?”
“Oh that’s real nice! You come in here fucking with me talking shit about Proof’s not hot in the sack” Christie said sarcastically “I oughta go down right now and tell Marshall he obviously ain’t doin his job in the fuck department cause you’re up here getting off with fictional Marshall.”
“Sooooo” Kamryn drawled “does Proof know you have sexual fantasies about Eminem?”
Christie smacked her in the side of the head. Kamryn turned to frown at her and they both busted out laughing so hard they fell of the chair.
“Ouch dammit” Christie said.
They got up rubbing their sore bottoms and got back on the chair placing an ass cheek each on the chair as they went back to looking at ShadyFiction.
“We’ll just keep this to ourselves” Kamryn smiled.
“Deal” Christie laughed.
“Well” Kamryn asked impatiently “did she update or what?”
“Nope” Christie said frustrated “I’m about ready to write little Miss Jenn a nice long e-mail about how it’s not nice to get us all hot and bothered and then leave us hanging before we get to the climax.”
Kamryn snorted as she began to laugh.
They read a few more posts and logged off ShadyFiction. Christie laid across the bed and Kamryn laid down next to her “Christie” she said softly “you’re not mad at me are you?”
“For what babygirl?” Christie asked looking over at her.
“For forgiving him?” Kamryn muttered.
“No” Christie sighed “we talked last night and we’re straight.”
“I’d say you did a little more than talk.” Kamryn laughed.
“Yeah well I lost my temper.” Christie said looking sheepish.
“Apparently” Kamryn grinned.
“Well the motherfucker had it coming” Christie said “but we talked and we’re ok.”
“Does that mean you’re gonna play nice now?” Kamryn asked.
“Hell no” Christie said looking at Kamryn like she’d sprouted wings.
Kamryn laughed “I love you Chris.”
“I love you too, babygirl” Christie said hugging her.
They laid there together and drifted off to sleep.
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Marshall was sitting in the family room with an ice pack over his eye and a warm rag over his lip when Proof walked in.
“Damn” Proof said “she fucked you up good.”
“What is it? Fuck with Marshall day and I forgot to mark it on my calender?” he asked sarcastically.
Proof laughed “Sorry dawg but you look tore up.”
“Nice” Marshall said “Real nice. Good to know I can always count on my friends for a little compassion.”
“Big baby” Proof muttered.
“Yeah bite me” Marshall said flinging the rag at Proof and hitting him in the side of the head.
“Ouch” he yelled “what the fuck was that for?”
Marshall flipped him off.
“Original” Proof said sitting down “real original.”
“I could always try BITE ME again” Marshall said removing the ice pack to squint at Proof.
“So” Proof asked with a grin “where’s Rocky and her sister.”
“Ha, Ha real funny” Marshall glared “last I checked they were in bed in Christie’s room.”
“Huh?” Proof asked confused “In bed?”
“Sleeping dumb fuck” Marshall muttered.
“Oh” Proof said. He looked over at his friend and asked seriously “you two ok?”
“Yeah” Marshall sighed “I think we are.”
“She’s an amazing woman” Proof said looking at Marshall “don’t fuck it up.”
“I don’t intend to” Marshall said looking over at his friend.
They sat in the family room while upstairs the two women that they loved laid peacefully sleeping. Marshall had almost lost her and though he refused to profess his love he was bound and determined to keep her. She was his and he’d be damned if was ever gonna let her go...........Author: AIMEENDREW@aol.com
These stories are for entertainment purposes only. They are completely fictitious, and the authors mean no harm to EMINEM, his family, friends, or anyone else that may have been depicted as a 'real life' character. No money was made on the fiction here, either directly or indirectly, i.e. paid advertising. In other words - it's just a bunch of shit we wrote for fun. Please don't take it seriously.