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Eminem On His New Found Maturity,
Daily Mirror 2003 |
It's a terrible irony for a man who made his reputation by
being foul-mouthed, angry and offensive to as many people as
possible. Rapper Eminem once thrived on his notoriety but
now finds himself being held up as a shining example to
American youth.
If that wasn't enough, the 30-year-old former rebel is being
tipped for an Oscar for his acting debut in the gritty 8
Mile, which opens in Britain on Friday.
The semi-autobiographical film, which co-stars Kim Basinger,
took $55million on its opening weekend in America and the
soundtrack album went straight to No.1.
When asked to explain his transition from white trash hero
to national icon, Eminem - real name Marshall Mathers III -
shrugs and says he was never really understood in the first
place.
"They portrayed me as a vicious, vile, evil person," he
says. "But I wouldn't have got anywhere in this business if
I was just a complete a**hole."
It seems that the raging star - who had vowed to urinate on
the White House lawns - was actually satirising those who
point accusing fingers at rap culture and warn of the
copycat behaviour it incites.
His lyrics put it better: "It's all political, if my music
is literal/and I'm a criminal/how the f**k can I raise a
little girl?/I couldn't, I wouldn't be fit to..."
The little girl he refers to is his six-year-old daughter
Hailie, the only thing apart from his music that makes
Eminem's blue eyes light up.
"She is a character," he says proudly, "she has such a
personality. She runs around making up little sayings and
phrases..."
Eminem admits "having a soft spot for kids, with my own
being number one on my list. She's growing up and I'm trying
to set an example for her."
The doting dad also confirms that he has changed a lot since
he launched himself into the mainstream two years ago.
"Fame hit me like a ton of bricks," he explains. "I was
pulled in every direction. I got caught up in the drinking
and the drugs, the fighting and just wilding out.
"I'm proud of myself for pulling through all that and my
criminal cases, my divorce. If I was still on drugs and
living the life I lived three years ago, I'd be a failure."
AND there are other signs that the bad boy is becoming a
good man - he is considering a reconciliation with ex-wife
Kim.
The tempestuous pair, together for 15 years, split in June
2000 after Kim's flirtations with another man provoked
Eminem into brawling and brandishing a gun. He received two
years probation.
The couple divorced in October 2001, weeks after Kim gave
birth to a daughter fathered by another man. But Eminem is
thinking of having his tattoo, "Kim: Rot in Hell", removed -
another sign that he has mellowed.
He had a lot to get over after a working-class upbringing
that was unquestionably tough.
The only child of a teenage bride, whose husband abandoned
them when he was 18 months old, he and his mother Debbie
"kept getting kicked out of every house we were in".
When he was 12, mother and son finally settled in a small
house on Eight Mile Road - the dividing line between
Detroit's black and white communities which he has now
captured on film. "It's the borderline," he explains, "It
wasn't like rich or poor on either side.
"Both sides had the same income but it was black on one
side, white on the other. And me growing up on both sides."
After years of being bullied in school, he found a kindred
spirit in classmate Kim Scott and renamed himself Eminem
(after his initials).
Her family was as troubled as his and she moved in with the
Mathers when she was 13. But after five turbulent years
under the same roof, Debbie had had enough. When she
insisted that Kim move out, Eminem went with her.
Working as a dishwasher and cleaner by day, he spent his
nights trying to break into Detroit's hip-hop scene.
The film 8 Mile describes a week in the life of Jimmy
"Rabbit" Smith Jr, who lives with his mother and sister in a
depressing trailer park.
But unlike Eminem, who has feuded with his mother for years,
Jimmy has a loving relationship with his alcoholic mother.
The star is passionate about the story. "The movie is about
Jimmy coming out of his shell and finding his own way, not
being a follower, being a leader.
"He's going through struggles with his family but he wants
to make it and be a rapper."
Eminem's film has also rekindled curiosity about his
relationship with mother, Debbie.
The inflammatory lyrics on his 1999 debut, The Slim Shady
LP, prompted an $11million defamation suit by Debbie, who
eventually settled for $25,000. And she is unlikely to be
impressed by Basinger's alcoholic character. She recently
dismissed the film, saying: "I don't care about the
drug-crazed mother in 8 Mile.
"It's a fictional story and I'm not even going to see it."
Eminem says of his mother in the film: "Jimmy's embarrassed
by her. He's ashamed at what she is and doesn't want to
become that.
"He doesn't want to fall into that same hole. He wants to be
able to pull himself out of that, pull his little sister out
of it and maybe, eventually, pull his mother out of it,
too." His commitment to the project isn't a great surprise.
After all, he struggled against the odds for seven years to
become a respected artist, until a second-place finish at
the 1997 Rap Olympics in LA got him a record deal.
Top producer Dr Dre signed him, groomed him and wised him up
the business. He may have failed the 9th grade three times
before dropping out of school but Eminem has become a shrewd
operator.
For his film debut, he surrounded himself with the same kind
of top talent that has made him the best-selling rap artist.
8 Mile is directed by Oscar winner Curtis Hanson, the man
behind LA Confidential and Wonder Boys, and produced by
Oscar-winner Brian Grazer, whose credits include A Beautiful
Mind.
Hanson described Eminem as a natural movie star and spent an
unheard-of six weeks rehearsing with him before shooting the
film in Detroit.
He believed his star would shine in his hometown and he
filled most of the support roles with Detroit natives.
The street where Eminem spent his teen years is lined with
bars, repair shops and trailer parks and Hanson likened
Eminem to "a flower struggling through a crack in the
cement".
OTHERS say he has more in common with a young Elvis - both
popularised a black musical style and then set out to
conquer Hollywood.
Both had teenage brides and daughters they adored. Both also
struggled to overcome addictions.
But Eminem disagrees, pointing out that he sings songs he
has written, is in charge of his own career, and, unlike
Elvis, will now remain clean and sober.
He also never contemplated starring on screen. "My only
scheme was to be a rapper," he says. "My dream was like, let
me get a record deal, let me go gold and I'll be happy. Let
me make a living off what I do.
"But in 2000, people were offering me roles and I thought it
was something I might want to dabble in. But I was doing the
music so much, I thought I'd do films later."
He was even reluctant to read the script for 8 Mile. "Well,
reading is the worst thing in the world for me to do. I hate
it. But I read the first couple of pages and couldn't stop.
"The positive aspect of the movie is that no matter where
you come from, you can break out of it if your mentality and
drive is right.
"You can make something of your life. It just depends on
your drive. Breaking out is the point of the film."
Having broken out of his own 8 Mile, Eminem is pondering
what to do next. "I need drama in my life to keep making
music," he says.
"I want to solidify as an artist and show that as I grow as
a person and make mistakes and learn from them, I'm going to
grow artistically. |
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